
I wanted to write a research paper where i done research, downloading papers from the net and submitting it was not what i wished for, was my ideology during my college days. Sticking to my ideology, I have not produced any paper so far. I did not have expectation from my staff, add to it, i was too confused what my real interest are. I was obsessed with the idea of having a simulation run using scientific tool , which tools to use was/is a big "?"
Most of the people use Matlab, but i found it not so interesting. I searched the net, found various other tools which does the equivalent work, now question is how to learn to use them? , if any issues crop up whom can i approach. I made a decision to use scilab
Lately i have realised it my dilemma which had consumed a lot of my time and took a decision to stick to single scientific tools and to stick the area i have chosen.
But the Mother of Evil "Maths" has caused bruises, rash, boils, nausea sensation , i can not name it , i loose my appetite when i think about it.
I do not know when i will submit a research paper, hope i make one.
Many come in my dreams, but i donot know why they turn up in my dreams. I do not remember all my dream, some i do, lastest one has actually two seperate segment which has no link with each, let me try to describe what i can remember.
The first starts with a scenario where i am standing near railway station gate. I have been called for job by two of my colleagues Kasi and Satish. The train arrives , both of them hop to the train, hagging like monkey waving hands to me, the people cribbing for this act . They both winked at me and said the train has to go back the in the same track so wait . The next i remember i have reached the place of work . It is high tech research / defence organization . I inquire them why have u called me to join u ? , reply was u know the job . The path was narrow between two walls with stairs coming down for the door ...and my dream ends here ...
In the second i am attending a marriage of my colleague. In the reception/ party a film was being shown in which her "would be" has acted as hero . I find another friend in the same party having a nap in the sofa. I was surprised to find him because because both do not know each other (that is my gut feeling). I find people are having food, food is arranged in buffet. The wall is actually a glass panel and the people are standing between the wall and the buffet table, the dream ends.
Strange it is but i do not how to decipher this dreams but when i woke up i was fresh
July 11th 2005, the day i meet you all. These two pleasant years will be in my memory for ever. My greatest pal Athreya, who had been my team mate for more than a year and a half . I just enjoyed every moment of his company, as a great friend, team mate and now as my room mate. My most favorite Prof, I just love calling you "professor".... and also i enjoy when u call me"Worst fellow". And I love troubling, cracking jokes and playing with you and still I don't know why. Ever smiling Shinoj, The DMA specialist haha... I will remember your soft voice and how u bluff barani. Some times when i look at the chair behind me, i feel missing u. The funniest Pradeepreddy.................................... my partner while doing FIR filter in training session and even Prof was with us, scaring us both using malloc, calloc, dsp_buff, data_buff.. First guy to write code directly in integrated version and your optimised code matching complier generated code(i know how trickily you copy the complier generated code and put it in your workspace )... Hey reddy your snacks are still here in your place, you can take it when ever you want.... The most helpful Sumalatha, she was there when i had SCARY cod_amr to code, helping me to fix my bug. I was under lot of pressure while coding that, your presence at that time was invaluable... I simply admire your patience and dedication to work.... Acrobate Reader
(satish prabu) highly talented and self motivated guy. Mostly i have seen him reading through some IEEE papers. Has a lot of knowledge on speech and mathematics. Thanks for all the advices that you gave me buddy... i am very grateful..... Deepa, we had our written test on the
same day and i know her from then. We both like teasing each other... For the past two days deepa is in great form. :-) Very clever when it comes to managing things. She knows how to get things done easily, i should learn that from you. Swaminathan calm and silent candidate, When
ever i logging in LAN messenger, he would log out.. hahahaha... :-D .... Mr.Pokiri pongal.... matching dress, nice shoes trade mark for him... Great dancer and very bad singer hahaha... Baby boi(palani), hmmmm.... what ever you want to know about company, you can ask him. He ll have all the latest news of the company. Harris, my current project mate, there is one common feature between us, can u guess? lol... Last but not the least............................. The one and only DR. Debugger Dinesh, instead of reporting me to fix the bug in my module, he would fix and tell me what the bug is... A guy with lot of patience and concentration. Certainly i have to learn how to sit in a place for hours and work. Still amazes me how fast you can fix a bug.
And now to my Great Gurus.... Kadhir sir and prakash sir, I know how much effort you have put in all of us, thanks a million. So much we learned from you. you both are our role models at work.
My friendly TL, Selvaraj sir, he knows my strength and weakness better than me. He had given me lot of freedom at work, which gave me a opportunity to think and implement different designs. Thank you sir. and sorry for all late submissions..
I am very thankful to all. All your presence has made a big difference in my life.
Love you all
Madan